Creative but not artistic because I work fast

How are you creative?

When I want to get something done I want to get it done as quickly as possible, and I can be quiet creative doing so however being creative does not always mean being artistic and sometimes I just want the task at hand finished.

Take writing this blog post for example. When answering the prompt I had a few ideas on how I could expand on the whole idea of myself being creative and give readers a few tips on being more creative. However I know when I start looking through my images for an ideal picture I will procrastinate so much that the image is not suitable. I will end up seeing it from a different perspective and where I should use the image.

Then end up getting nothing done let alone making it asteticly pleasing. There is frequently a barrier that I have to walk everywhere and I hate waiting for buses and sometimes I get depressed because I don’t drive. This leads to situations where run out of time because I need to get something from the grocery store. So maybe a car like this might help me be more creative

However if I did own something like this I would probably not be on holiday and sitting around scratching my head wondering how I could pay for gas and the massive amount of money it would cost to insure a powerful car in Ireland.

So I guess I will just enjoy my lunch in the sunshine instead. It’s just a plain ready made sandwich and an ice coffee but I prefer it because I don’t have to waste too much time walking around the shop and creating the perfect sandwich ingredients in my head as the goal should be to just have something to eat first and not what to eat that is perfect.

Lunch to go Iced coffee and ready made sandwiches

Maybe I will be more creative if I got my diet in order but I am too thin from all the anxiety walking I end up doing especially with the aggressive behaviour where I live which makes me jump on the first cheap flight I can board. If you lived with people who leave the kitchen like this you would also be a frequent flyer.

A dirty kitchen table is a major depression trigger

I would love to stay where I am at the moment but it’s only a temporary relief people often say to me that I should save up and move out of where I live, but unfortunately with everything on the real estate sites being at least 80% of my income I see no point in even trying to save just to give it to a greedy landlord who has you constantly thinking about having a roof over your head and if I move it will be a new place and the same problems because I don’t like living with other people especially drunks and drug users who stop me being creative.

How I eat on holiday

So I take these random cheap holidays and do some self catering and depending on the time of year I actually save money when on holiday.